Well since this my first journal I am going to reveal a few things about myself. First I am going to start with the interesting details of my birth. I was born in a car crash, well, after actually. In the crash my aunt, who was driving and now has a daughter who shares my birthday, was thrown from the car. My mother broke her neck in four places, was literally ressurected by the doctors and is a walking miracle, and my father got some minor bruises and a few broke ribs. I was born with a concussion and was diagnosed with ADHD a few years later after my parents got divorced. I think differently than even beyond what the Special Education teachers could or can to this day comprehend. In first grade I was put in "normal classes" and was subject to many a speculation. To most I was a freak that had been released from its cage into the middle of society. I made very few friends and had a hard time going along with everyone else. I could actually say that they had a hard time keeping up with me. You see I was picked on by alot of people because I appeared to be frail and lacking in strength of character. To bullies I was the perfect target, someone no one really cared about nor could defend themselves from any attack thrown at them, so I had a hard time with this as well. Later I found that i had an inner strength that soon spread to the physical side of my personality. I no longer felt pain as others do. I felt kind of a duller or numbed version of the sense. I could take more and more abuse until I could take pretty much anything thrown my way. I actually after a while fought back and won. I would always get introuble and the ones who would actually be trying to beat me up wouldn't. Again the perfect target!!! I have learned since that there are many different ways to fight not all of them physical but also mentally where I can't get caught! And, to think , this is only up to when I was in fourth grade....